Well as I mentioned my daughter did a lot of time in college and she finally gets another degree in Drug Counseling yes, that is what I said. She calls me to tell me some of the things people go through and it wasn't none too pretty I guess. She worked at a hospital in Albany, New York as an Intake for people being admitted for detox. Some for drugs and others for alcohol. At the time she was concerned about me as I was an avid drinker of Vodka and lemonade. She was explaining the with drawls and how bad it was to include people can actually die from this, she said. Since then I had quit drinking just out of the blue and two days had gone by and it was my Mother who noticed I was not drinking, she asked me if I had quit and I told her I didn't even notice and truth be told I really didn't. I don't have a clue as to why I never went through with drawls because I drank from mid morning to it was time for me to pass out. I think God was just getting me ready for the worst time of my life.
Almost 3 years ago my Father's health started to fail him. It started with bladder cancer and they treated him and during that time I had noticed a difference in my daughter. I don't even know where to begin to be honest. I think it was when I bought myself a piece of jewelry and I thought she would have been happy for me because I never go out or really enjoy myself and dang, my mom told me I should get it because I never do anything for my self and it cost over $1,625.00 and I remember I was shaking in my booties because I never would spend that kind of money on myself. But I did and it is an investment because gold has jumped up a lot.
She screamed at me so bad telling me how much she needed a new living room set and I had a lot of nerve to buy something that was not useful. Not useful to her anyway. She made me feel so bad that like an idiot I told her to start looking for a living room set and if I thought it was worth it I would get it.
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